The Sunflowers by Mary Oliver

The Sunflowers by Mary Oliver

Come with me

into the fields of sunflowers

Their faces are burnished discs,

their dry spines

creak like ship masts,

their green leaves,

so heavy and many,

fill all day with the sticky

sugars of the sun.

come with me

to visit the sunflowers,

they are shy

but want to be friends;

they have wonderful stories

of when they were young —

the important weather,

the wandering crows,

Don’t be afraid

to ask them questions!

Their bright faces,

which follow the sun,

will listen, and all

those rows of seeds —

each one a new life! —

hope for a deeper acquaintance;

each of them, though it stands

in a crowd of many,

like a separate universe,

is lonely, the long work

of turning their lives

into a celebration

is not easy. Come

and let us talk with those modest faces,

the simple garments of leaves,

the coarse roots in teh earth

so uprightly burning.

Barbara Mahler Dance

Barbara Mahler Dance

White dress…Katherine Butler 2019 IN BUNDLED POSTURES – performance w NEWDANCEALLIANCE
My website…Www.barbaramahler.net 
Alvina calls this “Levitating”
Green Dress Series: Summer 2020 QueensboroDanceFestival VIRTUAL EVENT

The working title of this solo is “This is how it happened “Music: Bartok, Sonata for solo violin 117 Meladia ( adagio)This solo dance reaches to make a movement collage of some of my hard to talk about experiences of this pandemic journey. It grazes only the surface.Grateful for this platform. Living and creating on Canarsie ,Munsee Lenape, and Matincock Land. 

Thank You Barbara for sharing …. Your amazing and beautiful work!

While WaitingThis solo was created in the pandemic- and we worked with all limitations which included lack of space, distance between us, time, more. We utilized the stool and taped outdoors in the middle of day to day living as the weather permitted. Making use of what life and the situation has given us was the reason we were not on the river. Dancer- Jamie Graham

Yes! See the influence!!

Beauty

There’s a powerful Native American Chant celebrating beauty. It is said or sang in circle of people around a Medicine Wheel or Dance of Universal Peace. It goes like this:

I walk with beauty all around me, as I walk the beauty way.

I walk with beauty before me,

I walk with beauty behind me,

I walk with beauty above me,

I walk with beauty below me,

I walk with beauty all around me, as I walk the beauty way.

My thoughts will all be beautiful, HO!,

My words will all be beautiful, HO!

My actions will all be beautiful, HO!

As I walk my life the beauty way.

It comes from Navajo Blessing and here is a link to that information. https://talking-feather.com/home/walk-in-beauty-prayer-from-navajo-blessing/

Here is a link to a You Tube Video of it done by Dances of Universal Peace folks. Enjoy!!!

The Fool

The Fool

The Fool is a card on the Major Arcana Tarot Deck. Here is what one source says about it.

The Fool Major Arcana Tarot Card

The Fool depicts a youth walking joyfully into the world. He is taking his first steps, and he is exuberant, joyful, excited. He carries nothing with him except a small sack, caring nothing for the possible dangers that lie in his path. Indeed, he is soon to encounter the first of these possible dangers, for if he takes just a step more, he he topple over the cliff that he is reaching. But this doesn’t seem to concern him – we are unsure whether he is just naive or simply unaware. The dog at his heels barks at him in warning, and if he does not become more aware of his surroundings soon, he may never see all the adventures that he dreams of encountering.

The Fool card is numbered 0, which is considered to be a number of infinite potential. Consider him a blank slate, for The Fool has yet to develop a clear personality. He is the symbol of innocence – his journey to come will shape his character yet.

To see the The Fool generally means a beginning of a new journey, one where you will be filled with optimism and freedom from the usual constraints in life. When we meet him, he approaches each day as an adventure, in an almost childish way. He believes that anything can happen in life and there are many opportunities that are lying out there, in the world, waiting to be explored and developed. He leads a simple life, having no worries, and does not seem troubled by the fact that he cannot tell what he will encounter ahead.

To meet him in a reading can also be seen as a call to the risk-taking part of your own character. He inspires courage, for he understands that every day is a chance to open up new areas in your life, and with that comes a mixture of anticipation, wonder, awe and curiosity. The Fool is there to show that you can never really tell what lies ahead, and you can only greet it with joy.

When this card shows up in a love tarot reading, get ready to embark on a new adventure. The Fool tarot meaning in love signals that you’ll need to experience new things in order to find the romance that you desire. Be willing to take risks, be bold and expand your vision of the world and you may end up finding love in the most unlikely places. Surprises are in store for you.

Since the Fool represents the start of new journeys, it’s tarot meaning in love can be an indicator of new relationships.

As with any new relationship, you may fear rejection, but this card indicates that this should not hold you back. When you open yourself up to the world, even in the face of embarassment or rejection, you may find what you are looking for. In love and relationships, the Fool tells us that we should be confident and have faith that all things will work out well. It tells us that instead of giving up, we keep trying, and look at the world with innocence and wonder. The Fool tarot meaning in love encourages open-eyed innocence and  positivity.

New beginnings are on their way, when the Fool appears in your career tarot reading. If you’ve been looking to start a new career path, change jobs, get a promotion, or even start your own venture, the Fool can be a welcome card to begin your new journey. Even if no new drastic changes are coming your way or planned, this card can feel like a fresh breath of air into old projects. You can be filled with new energy, and new innovative ideas can be put into action now. What is important now is to be very aware of the opportunities that are there, and have the courage to take them when they appear. 

When it comes to finances, you may be in a period where you are feeling spontaneous and idealistic. All spending now can be for the purpose of adventure and exploration. Want to go on a trip? Or learn a new skill? It can be easy for you to fund these purchases now. There can be a feeling that you will have all that you need, so there’s no need to worry about the bills, and more emphasis on feeling expansive and curious.

When you land on the reversed Fool in your reading, you can generally find his more negative characteristics being on display. It can mean that you are literally acting like a fool by disregarding the repercussions of your actions. Like the youth depicted in the card, you don’t see how dangerous of a position you find yourself in. 

A reversed Fool card can show that you are living in the moment and not planning for the future. The reversed Fool meaning serves as caution that you should be more aware so as not to be taken advantage of. Like the dog in the Rider Waite version, this card is here to alert you on anything that may sound too good to be true.

When the Fool is reversed in a love tarot reading, this card can signal that your bright-eyed, trusting nature may need to be tempered with a dose of caution. Especially when with new lovers, make sure that everything is what it seems to be. You may now be looking at love with rose-tinted glasses, and unable to see a clear picture of the relationship.
The reversed Fool tarot meaning in love can also indicate that you or a lover may be a bit too immature right now to handle truly loving relationship.

You may have all the energy in the world, and eagerness to do use that energy, however, you may not quite have the insight to do so without any consequences. Try and be more aware about how your actions affect your colleagues right now, and think before you take action. Other times, the reversed Fool can signal that your current job feels stale and boring, and you may be feeling like it’s time for a change. Sometimes, this indicates that you may feel blocked from actually doing so, or that you need to consider these plans very carefully before making that choice. It may be that there are more dangers than you see right now.

LUCK

LUCK

I call this the Ah-So Story…..

There is a Chinese story of an old farmer who had an old horse for tilling his fields. One day the horse escaped into the hills and, when all the farmer’s neighbors sympathized with the old man over his bad luck, the farmer replied, ‘Bad luck? Good luck? Who knows?’

A week later the horse returned with a herd of wild horses from the hills and this time the neighbors congratulated the farmer on his good luck. His reply was, ‘Good luck? Bad luck? Who knows?’

Then, when the farmer’s son was attempted to tame one of the wild horses, he fell off its back and broke his leg. Everyone thought this very bad luck. Not the farmer, whose only reaction was, ‘Bad luck? Good luck? Who knows?’

Some weeks later the army marched into the village and conscripted every able-bodied youth they found there. When they saw the farmer’s son with his broken leg they let him off. Now was that good luck? Bad luck? Who knows?  

Ah- So…..

PS: “Ah, so” is an informal way to say “Is that right?” or (“Hai” is “Yes”, and “Naruhodo” “I see”). For formal conversation “Ah, so desu ka” is more appropriate as it is a signal of respect to the person talking that you are listening.

I like to think of Ah-So as a space of Equanimity…..Maybe, Maybe Not.

It’s that place that is revered by Masters who warn against extreme responses to anything for we never really know the way of things, do we?  If we had made that plane that went down we would not still be alive. If we had stayed with that murderous boyfriend, if, if, if…..There’s a reason why they refer to a tantrum as “blowing a gasket” and folks die of heart attacks and injure their organs by throwing fits. (and other reasons too.)  

Ah-So helps me to stop and take pause to consider just what the gift of the assumed bad luck might be.  It’s there.  We just have to give it time to reveal itself. 

Kindness

The Spider and The Sage a story of Kindness

from The Book of Awakening by Mark Nemo

I would rather be fooled than not believe.

In India, there is a story about a kind, quiet man who would pray in the Ganges River every morning.  One day after praying, he saw a poisonous spider struggling in the water and cupped his hands to carry it ashore.  As he placed the spider on the ground, it stung him. Unknowingly,  his prayers for the world diluted the poison.  

     The next day the same thing happened.  On the third day, the kind man was knee deep in the river,  and sure enough, there was the spider,  legs frantic in the water.  As the man went to  lift the creature yet again, the spider said,  “Why do you keep lifting me? Can’t you see I will sting you even time, because that is what I do?”  

     There are many reasons to be kind, but perhaps none is as compelling as the spiritual fact that it is what we do. It is how the inner organ of being keeps pumping.  Spiders sting.  Wolves howl.  Ants build small hills that no one sees. And human beings lift each other, no matter the consequence. Even when other beings sting.

     Some say this makes us a sort lot that never learns, but to me it holds the same beauty as berries breaking through ice and snow every spring.  It is what quietly feeds the world.  After all, the berries do not have any sense of purpose or charity.  They are not altruistic or self-sacrificing. They simply grow to be delicious because that is what they do.

     As for us, if things fall, we will reach for them.  If things break, we will try to put them together.  If loved ones cry, we will try to soothe them  —  because that is what we do.  I have often reached out, and sometimes it feels like a mistake.  Sometimes, like the quiet man lifting the spider, I have been stung.  But it doesn’t matter, because that is what I do.  That is what we do.  It is the reaching our that is more important than the sting.  In truth, I’d rather be fooled than not believe.

Nemo continues with several opportunities for consideration:

  • Recall a time when you were kind for no reason.

    It could have been as simple as picking up what a stranger dropped. Or leaving  an apple in the path of hungry birds.

  •   Meditate on what such acts have done for you. After being kind have you felt lighter, more energized, younger, more open in your heart?